What's Been Going On
Just an update on my life and what I've been doing.
I'm back living with my husband, so we're not getting a divorce right now. This is due to the fact that I'm financially unable to make it on my own at the moment. The marriage isn't going well, but we've been spending very little time together, so that helps. I still crave my independence though, and still don't have the means to get my own car, job, and money or go back to school (in other words, get a life). We're renting a nice house though, but after moving four times in three years, I'm tired. We got the house in June and 90% of our stuff is still in boxes. I don't care anymore about fixing up the place (or even unpacking). I have tried to get out of this marriage and get my life back, but I can't find any way to do it without ending up with nothing. Before, I always found a way to solve my problems and improve my life or situation, but this time I can't find a solution. The worst part is I've been sold out, lied to, and conned by the one person I trusted most.
I've been going through my old posts and editing some, deleting others. I remember reading a list of rules for bloggers once. It said, you should never delete a post or rewrite something once it's posted. Hahaha. Okay. I'll probably end up deleting this one in the future too though. Hey, it's my blog.
